Value Life

I woke up to a terrible head ache. WHole world looked a shallow water where u culd see nothing and no life. A matrix and much more perplexed thoughts went into my mind. I was feelin drunk last night and a kind of amnesia. Blood started woozing out from my lips and ears. Not sure what happened last night. Clueless and confused . All that I remember is a CRY and nothin else. Slept like a dog as if it was a bad dream but when opened my eyes , the same CRY came from my heart. Did something happened in Night ? Not sure ...Walked into the kitchen , drank some water to my fullest and went to rest room and kept my eyes as low as possible. I was dyin...the same CRY crippled me....unable to think , not able to see and not to know how to stop that CRY. Sun started to set and birds chirp around to their NEST and I was shattered . IT haunted me every where and all tht I could remember is just that CRY....help me GOD...I prayed to my heart and just wandered in my dreams. The sounds of a CRYIN GIRL set the FIRE every corner and I just slapped to BED ...no movements , lip locked and tears in eyes.....help me GOD ....I prayed to my heart.........She was badly injured and I was told there is no hope for her as she was brain dead. I was helpless ....I wondered why I owe her so much and she came to my dreams again & again. She is not my friend nor a sweet heart but yet her eyes stuck me and tears in my eyes....I could not stop her ......help me GOD...I prayed to my heart...She stood brain dead and she was lying in a pool of blood......All that I remember , I was drunk last night and not knew what happened.........2 months later , she was dead and I stopped dreaming.......She crashed my life...She is not my friend nor a sweet heart but yet her eyes stuck me and tears in my eyes....I could not stop her and she was gone for ever................VALUE LIFE - THIS IS A WORK OF PURE FICTION and IMAGINATION of a GIRL who was pushed for a flesh trade , when resisted ,beaten badly and hurt and the intensity you felt when you encounter HER horrific state....

A letter from an Husband after 4 successfull years of marriage

Today is a very special day for me in my life . It was the same 4 years before.
I still remember the bubbly chirpy gal who has a sparklin smile for which the whole college was fida
I Think u still carry that charisma on u'r face .

There were many ups and downs in our life. SOme I fought alone some together and some u alone
what ever happened our relationship blossmed after every hit. Not to mention it all happened for a reason better strange and stupid
yet you been part n parcel of my life and takin care of mine evrything starting from my life towards my pain and towards my happiness
all along ,you were there and cheered me .

What ever lille am today and achieved today is not because I was smart but because of a reason and thats YOU.

Its true , my evry heart beat might not sing a song for you but my life is circled around you and it will always remain the same for ever and ever...

I owe you more than my life and I believe I will try to become a better partner to you than what I am today!!

Think back and I can imagine the jerks u got b'coz of me and hence a salute to you !!!

I am sorry if I have hurt in these 4 years . I wont promise you If I can ever not to hurt you because certain thins are not in my control but I promise " To be part of you in your pain "

We have been friends and foes and husbands and wifes and we played all roles to suit our life . Today people are lukin at us and praisin

felt happy to spend those 4 valuable years with you

I know if it was not you it would not have been anybody else who culd have understood me better.

You are the best and Thai shall always be



ever loving hubby cum cleaner cum friend cum partner cum lover cum kid..........................

Friendship Undefined

For long time I felt strongly thinkin & experienced about it ........

One thing I feel needs to be said is that there are many other relationships that aren’t friendship that are still positive. There are many people I admire who aren’t friends. I work with lots of people who aren’t friends. In fact, I often think it’s a bad idea to work with your friends (more on that another time).

The world isn’t divided into two parts — friends and enemies. I choose to think of friend as a very strong word, representing a very close relationship. I think this may be in part due to what I do, because I need a good solid line separating my public life from my personal. A friend is a personal relationship. I like and admire many people who I don’t consider friends.

One of the hallmarks of a person who is more likely to be a friend-that-was than a friend-for-life, is that person quotes anonymous people who say they were my friend but I betrayed them. That’s such a huge turnoff, that usually wakes me up in an instant. A friend would never even consider saying something like that, because it’s so objectifying, so impersonal, so unfair, so un-friendly. In a court of law you’re entitled to cross-examine.


I learned that a friend is someone I trust to be with me when I am at my weakest and most vulnerable. And they are people who, no matter how painful it is to see, are willing to be with me when I am so helpless and weak. If I would trust my life with you, and vice versa, we are friends. It’s not about whether you are trustworthy, or whether you are friendly, it’s the actual act of trust that is the basis of friendship. If I trust you to be truthful, then you’re a friend. If I find I must be careful how I say things, then it’s something other than friendship.

Friendship is not a state of mind, it’s an act. It’s something you do, it’s not about whether you’re good or not, it’s not a reflection of you, it’s a balanced relationship between people. That doesn’t mean it’s always balanced at every moment. Sometimes you “need a friend” and other times it’s the other way. It’s a trust that’s returned. When I was younger and thought I was in love, a friend said it’s not love unless it’s returned. Friendship and love are not quite the same thing, although there’s a lot of love around friendship. I learned that love isn’t even something about two people, it’s a state of being for one person. You aren’t in love, you are love. You are, whether you acknowledge it or not. The heart that’s pumping blood through your body is an act of love, 24 hours a day

"At the end of the day I go back conquering nothin but to be with my Family and happy ever after . Thats not an happy endin but a beginning of a new life ....." written by Dave winer

An Old Man's Land !

This Article is dedicated in loving memory of one of the grand parent who decided to DIE !

you have been juggling in life ...you have run thru the major slumps and happiness in life. you need money to survive more money to compete n more space to live.Everybody are in a hurry to fight , conquer and withdraw..This cycle is funny...you fight for nothing ! yet at the end of the day you know you have many things to juggernaut tomorrow!...Ha....its a mess you created for long time and the same you have been living and preaching your kids...its long forgotten to care for our parents....Its long forgotten to respect them , listen to them and cherish what they do...today you are in a hurry....to catch the bus , to run behind the train and move behind something unseen and something you never wanted to...yet you ran miles apart from your parents and from your grand parents...
Grand father was in hospital trying to fight the battle....tryin to keep up his good faith in life and hopin to see his near and dear kids around...when he opened his eyes , he could see none but his wife...she is too heavy to support herself but yet tried her best to convince him that all's welll....its an irony , they have sacrificed all along their lives to these kids and today they are running to keep their life kicking where in he was trying to stop from running out of breathe! Its shame to us, to this society and to our parents who could not teach us what does it mean to care for our past .
they are engufled in future and never worried to turn behind...what an irony..we forgot the path we came from and lost in the future....you cannot go back nor can live with the future...its all human insane and its all gone....
what have you achieved these days....and the answer is much much smaller than the deep hurts given to your old parents....
they need your help...they need your support ...they need some one to cry for ,some one to shoulder their problems....they have done that to you in past and they want that back !
please give your parents their future because they are your past.
remember , at the end of the day , its you who can know what it takes to care for your parents!
Give your parents a chance to live and die with Great Honor

Today is his b'day and his children are celebrating this occassion !

Human insane !

The other day I happen to see CNN IBN for a documentary on Human trafficking
Infact countries like holland suffer from this . Children , especially girls for reasons better known to you are abused and misused. Some are done illegaly and some are forced to do, for those girls at a very young age won't even understand the physical nomenclature....well think again and suddenly veda ( a sweet little 3 year old girl comes into my mind) ...I saw her dying .she wanted to live but she dint know she need to breathe .She was raped! This telecast stunned me....My mind started wandering her heart - to tell her to live , to tell her to breathe....My friends if you think I am talking about human trafficking , then you are mistaken for reasons Child abuse is worse that the worst situation in 36 China town ! Yes this is happening and nobody knows what needs to be done....do you know atleast 30 to 40 % of the gals undergo physical abuse at a very young age of 5 to 10 years.!!!! we never know , next might be in your family,.....the monster is there and the bulls are running like maniacs....pls protect your kids...educate them about the touch and smell of the bloody phsycopath.....if you can't stop him he is ready to invade and distroy your world... The world of dreams for your daughter is in your hand. Tell them the good touch and bad touch. Tell them to read the minds....I know its difficult but do try and lit her life ......other wise it might be too late or it can go unnoiticed and can cause havocs in her future life....Think for sometime , not many kids can tell what has happened on them ? Can they or should they ? Its the parents who need to say and I leave it to them as to how they want to tackle this social issue .......

Children are god sent !!!

Bonded and jalied for ever....? Outrageous? Yet 10,000 children die every single day in India. More than in any tsunami, flood, earthquake, famine or war. Half of India's children are deprived of their fundamental right to education every day. Two million Indian babies die each year before they celebrate their first birthday. Millions of India's children go to bed each night hungry, hopeless and angry. We as a nation, seem quite content to tolerate this violation of their constitutional rights - Cry.org

they are born to die and die every day hoping to live someday.
they need us...they need some moment to tell thier pain and a bed to sleep and some food to eat.They suffer for no mistake of theirs. If we can make a difference to atleast one of this kids by helping them to complete a basic education, believe me we have done what we cannot achieve in 100 years - Yes a success in your life and a success in their lives too.

Its simple to live them to their fate and it takes a courage to help them to set the things right.THink about it.Can you leave your child to die its fate.We must protect these kids.Afterall they are our strength.They are the country's future. If we throw them , there will be no humanity left in us.THink about it because kids are god sent and they need our help.

Get the Value system correct !

We experience it every day - On the road , in the Job , In railway stations.Its nothing but chaos every where.BOmbay drowned in water suffered with blast and engulfed with pathetic transport facility.Everybody says , its the true spirit of Mumbaikar which made him to go normal life next day after the blast.I pity those who say so.Its not the spirit but the inevitability to earn his bread which makes him to risk his life daily!I cry for him not for his spirit but his inabilty to fight this monster called - Chaos in INDIA. We have loads of talents every where - In IIM's , in IIT'S and every damn shell .IT is booming so is the economy - Who says so?.Its the same people you have crippled the system in INDIA. Problems are every where and solutions are stupid but followed!

Blocked Drainages , Flooded cities , crimes on the run , chaos on the road , choked trains and the list is endless.Does it call for a permanent solution .When I think and discuss , I see a small hope to end this menace.Its the Bloody " Value system" we have with us in our mind! Yes its the values we acquire from the child hood which leads to all this situations.


If my values are great , I won't throw garbage in the drainage .So there may not be blocked water and No floods in the city provided I value my city and my Values say , I should not throw garbage here and there.Its as simple as it can be.So take it.Its all in the mind!

Stop honking.Sound pollution is one of the most dangerous intangibel pollution we have on the road.Can i convince the cab driver not to honk.No not all.Its only he who can change it!How , once again , its the "Values" he has imbided over a period of time.

Most shocking but true, en engineering student supposed to be a girl , threw all the shit on the platform sitting in the train.When my wife objected , she said ,"Relax , not u'r problem". THis was the most disgusting statement I culd ever imagine and was speechless...I thought and culd not rightly figure out , what went wrong with her.Defenitely educated but never had values.The Big "V" was missing with her.Its not so complicated to keep the waste in a cover and throw it to a dustbin.U dnt find one as u r naturally in India, keep it with you and throw it later!.Does this act of u'rs call for Phd ? no never and for god sake , this is the same bloody value system we have learnt and adopted over a period o time.I beg , do not ever teach the same to the kids.Try to imbibe morals and values so that they dnt follow you! No am serious , lets teach our kids these simple things and make them blossom out in a better world.


Raped and murder - Reason given was , she was wearing a lose skirt.Common , what are we trying to do?Are we dogs ? do I have to rape some one because she had a lose skirt! Pretty amazing to know the minds of these people.How did he ever turn like that.Simply answered , he has never been taught what the values and morals in life.Get this taught to him and he will be the most gently person!


Everything calls for an act - an Act of doing what is right and what is wrong.If we can understand this , we can ateast make a better place for our children to live .Next time , you honk , you throw shit ,you drink and abuse somebody , think that your kid is going to follow you and for him , tomorrow will die for ever ..........Because you are the role model

This Blog is dedicated to my beloved friend CSL without whom I would not have written this article

Too good to be true !

Imagine yourself staying with your best loved gal/guy in no-disturbed 11th floor apt in a high rising building ....NO Intruders and you are for urself! Too good to be true. why raise eyebrows? Its a touchy subject and unfortunately condemened in our society.There is whole lot of meaning of staying together willingly before tied up in a marriage.Ofcourse if agreed and married thats different! But the point is u njoy that relationship and u r totally honest to ur partner in what ever you act and do ! Its a true relationship that blossoms everyday and day after day between you both!But still unacceptable.Though I got the best loved gal in my life , I would just imagine myself and spend those 6/7 months of an honest relationship with my partner without being tied up! Its great and its worth those moments! The point is , you are just been true to urself at that point of life!

The subject is always debatable for pros and cons but the reason why I sketched is to tell you that , very few times in life , you have been true to urself and this is one of those !

Ibm Earned Billions !!!

Recently , I had to sell my asset .I had taken a composite loan from a leading banker!.I had two option.
1. Take the money from buyer and preclose the loan
2. Transfer the loan to buyer

I did 2nd one. Everything went fine till the last night and boom came shock that I had actually pay 2% penalty for preclosing the loan.Bear in mind that I had actually introduced a new customer to them with a much Higher interest rate of the loan and I was stamped with more penalty.Well , the guy I was actually dealing ,belong to sales department and It took 2 odd days to convince him that whyI dnt need to pay penalty for actually introducing the customer !Alls well and he told me to approach Operations department(Ops)! I introduce myself to this smart lady and I tell her to preclose the loan!Shell shocked she actually tells me to come between 12th and 20th of evry month for preclosure.Unfortunately I had to narrate her the entire flash back as to what happened in the sales department.....the story continues to be in loop...

I noticed 2 things

1. The leading banker was actually working as two disintegrated organisation (one sales organisation and the other Opns organisation though both belong to the same Banking wing!!!)
2. Customer delight went to -10 from +10 - My case was dangling all along and I am fighting till now!

To integrated these department , we need some basic Integration point and this exactly what IBM did in its late 1990. It exploited and built some interfaces across different vendors of software & hardware and today stands accolade for being a billionaire company.....

The great system (In this case : IBM) is not built on complex strategies but on basic needs of life and they did don the industry for many years....Simple but yet astonshing......

Pre-Judiced - Think Again!

Lot many people have an idea of what you are and what you should be like!
They prejudiced people and categorise accordingly....Now that is what is called a bonded(Contract ) relationship -:) .You will become a bonded friend!!!!
Surprised...yes it is,they want you to behave exactly as they anticipated and if you dnt you are in trouble.Take this example....A girl is driving her car on Hosur road and suddenly a tempo traveller notices her and zoom past her.Worst , he cannot move anywhere but to go alongside and irritate her.He expects the girl to irritate and throw tantrums! Worst yet to come , she might even stop and slap him.It it possible because traffic barely moves in hosur road and you have the time to stop and start the slap!!!
Look at this other scenario - Girl moves unpertrubed!She njoy's The hot radio mirchi and shut her car glasses and she could barely notice this merc Tempo traveller....He tries to grab her attention with his all non-sense road shows but yet she barely has an effect!!!! What happened......ha....The driver seems to be fish out of the water and he is not sure why he is like that!!Dnt you njoy that sight...definetly yes.
This happens , when you are what others dnt anticipate and when you live upto your expectations.It is this gesture of yours which will help you grow and hepled me grow too!!!

Live upto your expectations Leave other's to theirs! preJudiced - Think Again

Ten-Past-Ten

Confused about the title?read on

Life sucks when you fail doing something.But once you tresspass that , there is an end for it.Today I am barely successfull and blowing my own trumpet for selling my asset for 100% margin but this is the beginning of an era.It has opened a pandora box for so many other opportunities in my life.I will and shall take this at my side and see it grow!!!!!

Ten-past-ten - Ten oppurtunties come and passes by you and if you notice atleast one of them , you are sure to gain ten out of that BIG one!.. Believe me life sucks when you fail But once you tresspass that , there is an end for it.

Fear of failure is worst than the failure itself....so take that first step and you can walk miles........for ever and for ever......